Hold me down, I'm drifting off into love...

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 07:59:27 GMT

So, WOW. It's been three years. I've thought about posting for a long time, but I haven't, so that's that, I s'pose.

Well....

So, before I left livejournal for the last time, I moved out to California to live closer to my dad. I lived with my aunt for a little while. She's a flight attendant, so I got to come back to Hawaii for a bunch of visits (I visited like.. Once every two months.) After about a year, I moved in with my dad and shibby was pretty cool. He's such a cool guy.. even with his whole past and eerything. He changed a lot. :)

Dropped out of high school to get my GED and work a lot. saved up a few thousands so I could get my own place, go to community college, etc.

decided I didn't like California very much. Hawaii is my home. has been for a long long time. I still get to go back to Cali sometimes to see all my friends and my dad and aunt and whatnot. I got back to Hawaii about.. oh, I don't know. 5 months ago. Remembered lj and thought I'd come back to you all!!

Obviously, a lot ore happened, but it would take a really long time to explain and go through every detail of my life...

now, I'm back in Hawaii and I'm studying at community college to get my degree in social work. I missed my family soooo much and I was so excited to see all of my friends again (well, most of them anyway..)

So, HOW HAVE YOU ALL BEEN?! I missed you and I think it's way cool that you didn't delete me off your friends lists. XP A lot of you probably don't rememeber me, but if you do.. That's so cool.

I wanna hear all about what's happened to you in the past three years. Lay it on me!

Guess what?

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 02:34:33 GMT

I'M BACK!!!

Awww.

Sun, 12 Oct 2003 19:41:21 GMT

In case you didn't notice, I haven't been updating.. Heh. Anyway, I'm gonna have to delete this journal. Don't worry.. I'm fine. XP Maybe I'll come back around someday and kiss you all on the nose and turn you into guppies. But until then, you'll have to stay the way you are. So, yeah.. In the words of Strong Bad.. DELETED!!

I am taking a break.

Sun, 07 Sep 2003 08:36:51 GMT

I'm taking a well-needed break from this. Well, actually, I just don't have time for it anymore, to be honest. I won't delete it. Keep me on your friends list, because I'll be back! I won't take any of you off, because I LOVE YOU ALL! Oh, hurrah.

Well, good night and fare thee well.

It's the brain pain, coach.

Fri, 29 Aug 2003 02:43:37 GMT

I don't comment anymore. I feel all bad and shibby. Oops. Maybe if I comment on other people's journals, people would comment on mine. Oooh, there's a concept.

I feel awful. Julia and I broke up, in a sense. It was I who did the breaking up. I just can't handle a relationship so intense right now. Especially not when she and I are both going through a lot of mental stress and anxiety. -_- It hurt her a lot, I can tell. She says that she's too far gone to care anymore, but I know the truth.. I know that's a complete lie. I don't know how to handle her pain anymore. It's not me she needs now.. I know it's not. There's something more that she needs so badly, but doesn't know how to get. I'm not quite sure what that something is, but I do know that she needs to find it. Fast.

My room's all messed up.. Hah. "And I know why! Because I got high, because I got high, because I got hiiiiigh.." Whee. My mom comes down in to my room and she just stares at me for about ten minutes and she started crying. I got up and tried to hug her, but she pushed me away from her and started talking about what a disgrace I was to her. She found out about Julia and I from Ryan. ::grunts:: Fucking asshole. Why the hell would he come up to my mom and just tell her that? GOD. Well, at least I didn't have to tell my parents myself.. Meh.

What am I doing here? So many of my friends are going through so much shit right now. And I'm just sitting here, wallowing in my own self-pity. Whatever. I think I deserve to think about myself everyone once and a while. I think I'd go insane if I didn't.

I'm tired. I think I'll go meditate for a while and just try to sort all of this out.

I'M NOT MOVING!!

Sun, 24 Aug 2003 20:38:36 GMT

Drama, drama, drama.. Mom and step-dad left last night. (Wow! Big surprise!) So, my real dad came over. Jason was really pissed, because he hasn't wanted to see our father ever since he moved out on us. He's always refused to go see him unless he was forced to. =/ So, when my father came over and I hugged him.. Jason started screaming at me. >_< I tried to tell Jason how dad had changed, but he just got even more angry and made him leave. I started crying, because I knew how hard it was for him.. But, honestly, he didn't have to be so incredibly rude. -_-

My cousin dropped off her baby, Mandy, here again about two hours ago. She woke up by ringing the doorbell a MILLION times. I was pretty pissed off, because that means I always end up watching for the entire day. Sometimes until the next day, too. >_< She's so cute, though. She's only like.. 7 or 8 months or something. ^^ Aww, she's so cute.. But, not at 10:30 in the morning on a Sunday. XP I'll call Julia. Maybe she'll come watch the baby, so I can get back to sleep. >.o

If you have time.. It'd be really cool if people filled this about me. ^_^ Thanks.

1) What do you like to call me?:
2) How long have you known me?:
3) When/where did we first meet?:
4) What was your first impression of me?:
5) Have you ever had a crush on me?:
6) How old am I?:
7) How tall am I?:
8) Eyes/hair color?:
9) Am I attractive?:
10) What type of music do I listen to?:
11) What kind of movies do I watch?:
12) What kind of clothes do I wear?:
13) Where do you see me in 10 years?:
14) Do you find me funny?:
15) What is your favorite thing about me?:
16) Finally, anything you want to say to me?:

'Kay, I gotta go. ::kisses::

Wheee.

Wed, 20 Aug 2003 06:01:34 GMT

So much good news right now, I'm in such a beautiful mood. ^_^ My brother's out of the hospital, he's doing much better. He's decided to live at home again instead of out on the streets. I'm so happy about that. His girlfriend isn't sure if she's pregnant or not. They really think so, though. Well.. For reasons that are obvious in which I don't really need to go in to. So, maybe I'll be an aunt soon. ^^;; That'd be cool.. Kinda.

WORD on the street is I may not be moving after all! My dad might be staying out here. I asked him if he would do that instead, and he said he'd think about it but it's a definite possibility. YAY! I know Julia's gonna be so happy when she hears that. Man.. I love her so much. ::sighs:: I snuck out to her house last night and we had so much fun. ^^ ::giggles::

Julia and I met this really hot guy at North Shore, his name was Jamie. o_O! Anyway.. It's rare that we think the same guy is hot. She has the WEIRDEST taste in guys. Let's see.. She thinks Marilyn Manson, Jack Osbourne, and David Havok are some of the sexiest people on the planet. XP She's so funny. Anyway.. We went over to talk to him and we told him we were lesbians and asked if he wanted to have a threesome with us.. We were teasing him about his name, obviously.. About the whole lesbian thing and the fact that he had a typically girl's name. ^^ He figured out we were kidding and was like "Sure, babes.. As long as I don't have to fuck a sheep like I did in my last orgy.." XDDDD HAH! It was SO funny! Ahhh, good times.

I'm quite nauseated at the moment. I don't know why. I think I'm coming down with something. Shit.. I hope I don't catch what Jason had. O_O! Eeee.. Well, I should go. I think Tony's picking me up to go somewhere. Hmm.. Peace.

Holy shit, it's been too long.

Sun, 17 Aug 2003 01:31:53 GMT

My last post was in June? Wow, things are going by way too fast. Everything's been a blur these past two months and I'm SOOOO sorry I haven't updated at all. I feel really bad. The short and long of these past few months are that my brother got himself real sick with pneumonia about a week ago and landed himself in the hospital. He had run away a few weeks before. He's doing better now, though.

I've been seeing my dad a lot lately. He's been clean for about five years now and we've been getting close again. He wants me to move out with him to California for about a year, so I agreed. I won't be living with him, though. My mom is making me stay with my aunt, but I'll still get to be with him a lot.

This move is taking a lot out of me and a lot away from me. My family, all my friends, everyone I care about. Julia's taking it the hardest. Kim just moved away from her and now I'm moving away from her. The two people she loves and counts on the most. It hurts me a lot, but I know it hurts her more. She cried for so long and I just held her. I didn't know what to do. It's hard for me, too. I mean, I'm leaving everything behind. But it's not forever, and I know that. I just can't wait to come back to all this love next year.

I think Jason's girlfriend is pregnant, but he won't tell me anything. I haven't been asking him lately, because he's been so sick. I don't know. My sister's been horrible about the whole thing. She hates how Jason's getting all the attention and so she's pretending to be sick all the time now. It's so annoying.

A lot more has been going on, but nothing very significant. Sorry again for being away for so long. I love you all! I'll update soon, I promise.

Thu, 26 Jun 2003 21:00:02 GMT

I stole this from murderoftwo. ::smirks:: Only fill it out if you want to.. It's quite long. If anyone wants to do it though, I'd be very happy. ^___^

1. Am I cute?
2. Am I crazy?
3. Am I lovable?
4. Am I funny?
5. Am I annoying?
6. Am I psycho?
7. Am I daring?
8. Am I a good person?
*Would You*
1. Hug Me?
2. Miss me if I was gone?
3. Listen to my problems?
4. Hug me if I cried?
5. Be a good friend?
6. Get in a fight for me?
7. Run evil social espionage missions for me?
*
1. Would you Ever go out with me?
2. If you already have, would you do it again?
3. Kiss me?
4. Marry me if you could?
5. Ever talk bad about me if we ever broke up?
6. Make out with me in a cemetery?
7. Snuggle with me?
*
1. How Well Do You Know Me?
2. When's my birthday?
4. Who is my best friend?
5. Who am I crushing on/dating?
6. Favorite color?
7. Favorite Animal?
8. Favorite song/songs?
9. Favorite music groups?
10. What song would you dedicate to me?
11. What would I use to dispatch a horde of hungry zombies?
If You Could*
1. Give me a new name, it would be?
2. Do one thing with me, it would be?
3. Drop me a piece of advice, it would be?
4. Kidnap me for a day, where would we go?
JUST A FEW QUESTIONS************************
1. What do you love about me?
2. What do you hate about me (seriously)?
3. What is my best quality?
4. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
5. What is your honest opinion about me?
6. What would you do if I sang out of tune?
***********
1. what song (if any) reminds you of me?
2. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?
4. Have you ever had a dream about me?
5. Do you think I'm a virgin?
6. If you just met me how old would you guess I am?
7. Am I huggable?
8. If you could give me anything... what would it be?
9. If you could promise me anything.. what would it be?
+ Personal +
1. Am I ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, hot, etc?
2. Do you ever think about me offline?
3. If you could describe me in one word... what would that word be?
4. Do you/have you ever had a crush on me?
5. When we first met, what were your thoughts? (if you've met/talked to me?)
6. If you had to describe to someone who I am and what I am like, what would you tell them?
7. What are my faults?
8. My strengths?
+ Everybody +
1. Do you wish we were closer?
2. Why aren't we closer?

Mwahahahhaa. Now I'm gonna make Julia do it. w00t.

Hohohoho.

Thu, 26 Jun 2003 20:51:24 GMT

I'm baaaack. Have been for a few days now. ::shrugs:: I didn't have a very good time over there. My brother kinda ruined it for me. He wouldn't let me do anything, which is SO unlike him. ::growls::

Julia's here. I was mad at her, because.. Well, just because. But now it's okay, and she's allowed to eat my noodles again. XP I don't know where she is, though. I think she's watching TV. I'm bored. She's bored. We're all bored.

I don't have much to say anymore. I'm thinking of deleting this damned thing. Whatever. Julia wanted to post an entry after me, so I'm just gonna let her do that now.. Peace.

YAY!

Fri, 30 May 2003 00:21:05 GMT

Jason and I are off for about 2 weeks to go to Florida.. w00t! Just me and my brother.. Kick ass! ::jigs:: Alright, well I'll be seein you all around. Bye!

Weee..

Wed, 28 May 2003 20:17:43 GMT

It's 11:11. I always find those kinds of things amusing.. Ever since I was little, I would look for the house numbers that were like 2468. I thought that was SO cool. ^_^ I liked the way the numbers were so perfect.. Heh.

I'm in school. SO bored. ::twiddles thumbs:: I'm going somewhere after school today. I don't know where, though..

Alright. I'm boring you all and I have nothing to say. Have a luverly day..

-_-

Wed, 28 May 2003 06:44:12 GMT

It's been much too long.. I've been so tired lately. So dead. My brother came home two nights ago! I was so happy to see him pull up the driveway, you have no idea. ^^

I went out to the North Shore this weekend. It KICKED ASS! Everybody was there and we just had so much fun. I got felt up about 7 times that night. Hahahha, it was so much fun.

My leg really hurts. I don't know where my parents are. ONCE AGAIN! I got to see Tony last week. He came over to my house.. It was kind of odd, because we hadn't hung out in a while. We sat around in my room, played some video games, had a pillow fight, and cuddled for a little bit. XP I'm such a fuckin flirt..

I'M GOING TO JULIA'S HOUSE TONIGHT! She's sad again.. And we can't have that. No, no, no.. I don't know. I'll have to make Chris and Emily promise they'll stay home the whole night. >.o Maybe Jason will show up.

Ich bin sehr müde. Ich wünsche meine Eltern würde kommen nach Hause. Ich bin wie Emily's Mutter. :sigh: Bumsen. Ich wünsche es könnte unterschiedlich sein.

Meh. That's hurting my brain and it probably sucked ass. I'm gonna go now. Peace.

Pbbft...

Mon, 19 May 2003 02:24:45 GMT

Here I sit in Julia's room. She's sleeping like a little angel. My little angel.. XD I'm doing all her laundry. Haha.. And I have to be really quiet, or she might wake up.. Shhh.

My brother hasn't come home yet. My parents aren't even talking about it anymore.. It's like they don't even fucking care. I don't wanna go home.. I wanna stay here. Forever. ^_^ Maybe I'll do just that.

I'm talking to Julia's kick ass friend who lives over on the mainland.. Alanna be her name. We have a common interest.. In LOVING JULIA! Haha.. I should go.. I'm so dizzy..

HAH!

Fri, 16 May 2003 07:56:22 GMT

Julia's in the bathroom, so I have to hurry up.. She's at my house and I took these pictures and put them into my fotki.com while she was hiding under the sheets. MWAHAHAHAHA! Ahhh.. Here's the link to see her.. Shhhh!

http://public.fotki.com/immediatedenial/mefriends/

Life lesson: Never cook bacon naked.

Thu, 15 May 2003 05:01:59 GMT

Tell me something. Why is it that if someone else has problems, no one else is allowed to have problems. I hear way too often "You're not depressed.. I'm depressed!" Uhm, okay. So you own the disorder? What's up with that? Please, someone, explain it to me.. Explain to me why I'm not just as messed up as the next person. They don't know what I've seen, where I've been, what I've done.. How can people just judge others so easily like that? WHEN THEY'RE SO WRONG! ::pants::

I'm out. I'm too angry to type a whole entry AND I'm late for another psychologist appointment. Fuck.

Oceanus is the best scent on the planet.

Mon, 12 May 2003 03:13:35 GMT

Whoa. When did I last post? Damn.. These past few days have been such a blur.. I'm so sick. Mentally, I mean. I'm fine physically.. Well, on the inside. ... Ugh. Let me just explain.

On Thursday my step-dad came down into my room and he looked really angry.. He walked over to my closet and started throwing my clothes all over the floor. I started yelling at him to get out. But he continued to make a mess. He threw my books everywhere, tore apart the sheets on my bed, scattered all my drawings and poetry all over the place. I started crying and he just started hitting me. He was yelling at me about hiding his vodka and cigarettes, which I DIDN'T. I hate him.

After he was done with me, he stormed upstairs and went to Chris. I ran upstairs and found my mom on the couch, crying. I grabbed Emily from her room, Chris from his room and we all ran out into the middle of the street. There's a little hill we can hide behind and he doesn't ever know we're there. We hid there for a few hours. Jason and I used to have to do it all the time with my real dad. ::sighs:: I hate them. I hate them so much..

My step-dad kicked me out of the house on Friday night. I went to Julia's house and stayed there for a while. She's gone. Completely. She doesn't talk, doesn't eat, doesn't sleep. I can't save her any longer. I should've done something sooner. Now all I can do is tell her I love her and watch her just killing herself.. I told her that if she was going to die, then she should kill me too. All she did was laugh and kiss me softly. I got back home a few hours ago and my parents are gone. Thank god..

I don't know anymore. I think I broke my toe running away on Thursday night. I tripped in a panic and fell on it the wrong way. It hurts like crazy fuck and it's all swollen. GRAH! OW! >_<

My life is too much like a horrible movie where you see the unhappy family. The children being beaten. But then you always see things getting better.. You see the happy ending. So, tell me. Where's my happy fucking ending, huh?

Well.. On a lighter note? ... ::tries to think:: I don't know. There is none right now. Things will get better. It's like seeing the rain on a sunny day. Or maybe it's just cuz I really like that song.. ^^ I'm out. Sorry I haven't been commenting lately, but a lot has been going on. As you can see. I still love you all. ::hugs::

Doot dee doo..

Tue, 06 May 2003 06:35:28 GMT

Wicked. And all along I thought I was just bi.. Hee. Fun times, fun times.

You are pansexual.

What is your sexual orientation?
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::stretches:: The REAL reason I posted that is because I have a secret. ::leans in close, whispers:: I have a secret.. I have a crush. On a girl. She has such a wonderful personality and she's SO beautiful. I know she's bi, too. We're close friends, also.. Weee. I think she used to like me back, but I didn't show interest so I think she kinda gave up. WHY DID I DO THAT?! ::smacks self:: I think she likes some other girl now. Bleh, that sucks.

Well, let's see. Sum 41 is playing right now. I SO would be there if I could.. Dammit. I'm grounded, though. And I don't have tickets, which proves to be another problem.

Eeeeee. I hear Brad jumped out of his window today. HAHA! He was on his first acid trip with Jake (the bastid) and that's why they didn't come to school. LMAO! He apparently thought he could fly and so he tried to jump out of his window. Mind you, his window is about 15 feet above the ground. ::squees:: He broke his leg and fractured his elbow. Grawr.. Fool. He's just lucky he didn't DIE for god's sake. ::shakes head, giggles:: I remember my worst trip.. God, it was SO horrible. I remember trying to chew Tony's head off, because I thought he was after me. And then I went outside and the clouds kept coming closer and closer and closer.. And I thought they were gonna eat me. Hahahaha! I ended up with a broken toe and I don't remember how. We won't go into that. I just haven't done it since, I'll say that much.

I'm gonna be so dead if I don't finish my homework tonight. Watch me end up just burning instead and then getting my ass kicked when the teachers start calling. ::sighs:: Must do homework.. Must not crack.. ::scurries off::

Jeeeeeeeesus.

Mon, 05 May 2003 07:09:50 GMT

>.< I've been really stressed lately. Everything's going wrong. On Thursday night, my brother Jason ran away. ::sighs:: My stepdad went psycho on him and he just left the house. He called my cell phone yesterday to tell me he was fine and he'd be home within a week. =/ It really sucks without him around. I'm stuck with Emily, Chris, and my parents. And they all suck. ::spits on them::

I have a huge bruise on my back, because I "fell down the stairs" on Saturday night. Right.. Anyway, it hurts like a mother and I can't really lean against the backs of chairs, because it hurts too bad. ::groans::

Today sucked. What is it? Sunday? Damn.. The weekends go by too fast these days. My sister has the day off tomorrow. Fuckah.

Holy SHIT. I was talking to Tony today and we decided to meet to just hang out for a while. We went down to Kapiolani park and had a talk in the park. It was really nice. He was very sweet to me and I was very sweet to him, considering the things he did to me.. Meh. He realized how much he had hurt me and he kinda started tearing when I told him I wasn't gonna go out with him again. I wanted to crack and give him a little kiss to cheer him up, but a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do. Right? ... Right?!

I haven't seen Timmy OR John for a while. I really need to see them. Jesus, this is crap.. I'm just stopping this entry before it becomes yet another waste of my time. Peace.

...

Wed, 30 Apr 2003 07:46:50 GMT

Do the pictures in my user info even work?! O_O Or have I been misled for all this.. Time.. Which hasn't really been that long. CYDNEY, SHUT UP! ::smacks self::

.. Do they work?

Pennies.

Mon, 28 Apr 2003 00:23:14 GMT

Well, here I am again. I haven't given you all a real update since the 17th. Ten days ago. My, my, my.. Somebody keep me in line, here! Hah. Like it's your fault.. XP Well, here goes.

On some Saturday a while ago, which I guess would be the 19th, Tony and his girlfriend broke up. She didn't like him. Haha. A relationship that lasts for less than a week. My, that's REALLY something! So, he comes running back to me. Pbbbbfffffttttth! Yeah, RIGHT! Sorry, honey, you missed your chance the first three times. Well, I'm proud of myself for saying no to him. ^_^

STILL single. Except on this past Friday night, I went down to Waikiki with Meggie. We met these REALLY hot guys. One was in tight leather pants and a tight black shirt. He had a spiked collar on and I was practically drooling.. His name was Brian. Haha. The other one had baggy pants and an Abercrumbs & Fish shirt on. It was SO funny. They were total opposites and I was laughing. Meggie made out with the other guy.. I didn't catch his name, I was too busy with Brian. Hahaha. I ended up making out with Brian for like an hour and then Jason came and picked me up at like one in the morning. XP The rents were pissed, but who cares.. I had fun.

Yesterday I went and sat around with Julia for a while. Julia was really angry and out of it. =/ She wouldn't talk to me or even look at me. She just sat in a corner bending forks and spoons and wouldn't move. I kicked her and she stabbed my foot with the fork. She ran out of her house and fell onto the lawn, crying. I started shaking her and yelling at her to snap out of it. Her eyes went really wide and she stared at me like she had never seen me before. She ran her hand down my face really slowly. She said to me "I'm going insane.. And there's nothing you can do about it. Just let me go.." Then she went into a crazy coughing/hacking fit. She fell to the ground and started screaming. Her body was twitching and she couldn't breathe very well. I started crying. It was the scariest thing I had ever seen her do. Her parents weren't home and I didn't know what to do.

She sat up after about 10 minutes and stared at me. She wiped away the tears on my face. She brushed my hair back behind my ear, kissed my cheek, and flopped down onto the ground. I asked her to talk to me, but she just closed her eyes and sighed. I started to get really angry. So I got up and was screaming at her. She just laid there with this content smile on her face. I didn't know what else to do, so I kept on screaming. I was getting very angry, because she had never acted like that before.

That's when she stood up and walked me home. We watched TV for a few hours and she fell asleep. ::sighs:: I took her home at around 5 and she said she would be fine. I don't know what to do..

This morning, I was told that we're all going on a trip to Maui next weekend! I'm super psyched. It's for Emily's birthday, but still.. I'm really excited anyway. That's my favorite island. That and the Big Island. I hate Oahu. It's too crowded. And it's where all the tourists come. Hahaha.

Well.. There's my update for you all. Thanks for listening. I'm out.

Ooooh..

Fri, 25 Apr 2003 08:25:44 GMT

O_O Am I the only one who finds this to be EXTREMELY sexy?

Wow. When I first saw it, I couldn't take my eyes off it for 10 minutes.. Just staring. At this person. Shaking. His ass. HOTNESS!

::squees:: So much has happened lately. And I'm just SO lazy and don't feel like posting about it all. Grrr.. I will! Soon enough, soon enough.

Why do I feel awkward in my own lj...?

Wed, 23 Apr 2003 07:50:37 GMT

Yeah. So, uhm.. I died? >.< There's my pathetic excuse for not updating lately. I wish I had a lot to say.. I wish I could say that I haven't updated, because I've just been so TERRIBLY busy. But then that would be a lie. And I've heard lying is bad. So, basically, I've just decided to be a lazy ass and let you all suffer. Because I know you all suffered so much. XD

I had a wonderful 4-20. ^^ Enough said.

I am still single. So if any of you whores out there decide you wanna sex me up.. Just name the time and place and I'll be there. Heh. .. No, I'm serious. XP

OI POLLOI!

Fri, 18 Apr 2003 01:59:27 GMT

Has anyone else besides John, Timmy and I noticed that Easter is on April 20th? 4-20?? HAAAAAAAAH! I find that SO amusing. Ahh.. 420.. Classic.. XD Yes, I find humor in the small things.

Well, guess what? TONY'S ALREADY WITH ANOTHER GIRL! Has been for 3 days now. I saw them walking down the hall in school holding hands. I stared at him for a little bit and he wouldn't even look at me. He just stared at his feet. I was really upset. So, Timmy and John decided to cheer me up. At around 11 we skipped school and piled into Timmy's car (he just got his license two weeks ago.. w00t!) and we all headed down to the beach. It was SO much fun! We all just swam in our clothes. Good fun, good fun.

On the way home at around 3, Timmy pulled over the car noticing that I was still kinda upset. He looks at John, raises his eyebrows, and then they both jump into the backseat with me and attack me. They were biting, licking, poking, kissing. I was screaming, squealing and giggling. XD It was HILARIOUS. They do it everytime I'm sad. ^^ Last time was a few months ago and it was me and Julia. It was after we found out a close friend of ours was moving away. I love them SO much. ^^;;; God, that was so fun.

Yeah. That's why my life's SO interesting. I know, it's boring. Meh, I find it fun and that's all that matters. ::squees::

And you know what else? The girl that he's dating? 5 feet tall, brown and dull eyes, ditzy, stupid. ::groans:: Why do I care? I DON'T CARE! I am determined to date either Timmy or John. Hah. No, I think I'll stay single for a while. Hell, if I'm taken, they won't be able to molest me anymore! XP

Well.. I'm off. The folks want me out of the house cuz some inspectors are coming over or something. Gee, folks.. LOVE YOU TOO! ::rolls eyes::

Peace!

...

Tue, 15 Apr 2003 03:40:17 GMT

Here I sit at Cydney's computer screen. The kid's high as fuck and can't type. I'm amazed she remembered her password for this damn thing. =/ She's sitting inside her blanket fort and all I hear is bitch, bitch, bitch.. Hah. :rolls eyes: Just kidding. :ruffles her hair: Oh, this is Julia by the way. I feel very.. Anxious. Hold on. I remember why I'm here. Cyd wants me to type out her day for her, but she won't tell me what happened. :stares oddly at her: Wacko.

I am jealous of her room. Instead of a bed, she has a hammock. Her room is in the basement and is far, far away from all family life. She has a TV with such wonderful gaming systems. Of course, mine would beat hers by far.. If I could actually save up my money and convince my mother that video games don't really rot the brain. Le sigh, ne?

Hah. This is why I hang out with Cyd. Her gaming systems. xD Yes, that does make her mad everytime. I'm kidding. She knows that. I LOVE YOU, CYDNEEEEEEEEY! :runs over to molest her:

Oh.. Well.. Since Cydney has nothing to say and you don't know who I am and she's probably not going to get any comments on this entry because I never get comments because I'm much too.. Where was I? Ah, I was leaving. Goodbye, strangers.